So here I am once again at the end of my mommy holiday, that’s if you can really call it a holiday. I think after a second child time really does just slip away, any time for yourself just doesn`t exist. Really how can one complain… Two amazing children… all I ever wanted, one boy, one girl, just precious! The thing that really throws a person off is once you get the rhythm of juggling life at home another ball gets thrown into the mix. I am finding that getting myself back into the work atmosphere is really challenging. I always felt aft
er having the kids It would be an easy adjustment to go back to my usual job, just to have my sanity…hmmm….. maybe I don’t want my sanity…..maybe I like all the craziness at home. I wake up in the morning to find the little trail of chaos that my 4 year old makes, I follow it till it ends … my little man digging into a bag of marshmallows that he knows is a big no, no. He looks at me with a perfect little smile and says, mom I only had one…two, holding two hands straight into the air…more like 10. I hear in the background little mumbles coming from the babies room almost sounding like…where’s my milk. I slowly creep around the corner only to find the most sweetest little eyes saying moms here and she has breakfast. I love it !
One month to go and trying to decide if I am ready to start a new job in my career or go back to my old 14 year job. I had a lot of nights during my maternity leave to think and somehow a new job seems more appealing. I had my first interview, went well, we’ll seeeeee !
I`ll keep you posted !
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